In the early days, my mind was continuously looking for evidence about Dave. Evidence that he was enlightened and (a detective has to be thorough) evidence that he was lying or deluded.
The evidence for Dave’s enlightened embodiment has been steadily growing (in my mind) over time. The evidence for the “prosecution” remains almost non-existent.
To get to the truth, however, means finding conclusive evidence in myself — either evidence that I am deluding myself or evidence that I am undergoing transformation (becoming more embodied).
Yet the investigating tool and what is being investigated are one and the same.